Thursday, October 13, 2011
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Wednesday, October 12, 2011
its been awhile,
I have a new man,
our relationship didn't feel worthwhile.
We had too many problems,
no trust at all,
maybe that's why we argued,
over things so small.
I really didn't need the added stress,
I always felt locked down,
every time I touched another guy,
you'd say I was messing around.
I can't believed you questioned,
whether I was true,
remember when you had that girl at your house,
and you said she wasn't for you.I gave my all,
I really did try,
when I wanted to be with you,
my love you did deny.
I need a man that knows what he wants,
that will give and receive,
make me feel special
and won't ever leave.
although I care for you more then you know,
I can't continue to put myself through this,
maybe someday we can reconnect,
right now friendship is all that exists.
You still tell me you love me,
and that I changed you in a good way
It breaks my heart,
but I know that love did not stay.
Now there is only one thing to do,
Loving you was easy,
and so was letting go.
Posted by nicelhufit at 11:34 PM
And start all over again..
I can forget I ever knew you,
I could live in a world of pretend.
But every time I open my eyes,
It's back to reality.
Things I've tried to forget,
Are back again with me.
I could go through life,
Never saying your name.
I could live each day..
Looking for a place to lay the blame.
I could feel bitter,
For the way things turned out.
But I choose not to be,
That's not what I'm about.
I could forever long for you,
And this I'll probably do.
If only I could've touched your face..
At least one dream would've come true.
I could say I hate you,
But it would be a lie.
I could wish I'd never met you,
So I'd never had a sad goodbye.
But no matter the tears,
The aches I felt inside,
I still can't regret knowing you,
My feelings I've never denied.
I chose to remember you,
The way you were with me.
Things you said and felt..
I hold in loving memory.
Even though it was a heartache,
Only waiting to begin,
What I experienced with you...
Was the best place I've ever been.
Posted by nicelhufit at 11:32 PM
I cry and cry in spite of me.
It just seems crazy that was just last year,
Just last year I barely cried one tear.
Now I'm just hoping maybe tomorrow,
Maybe tomorrow therefor be no more sorrow.
Maybe tomorrow you'll give me a glance,
Maybe tomorrow you'll give me one last chance.
Maybe tomorrow you'll give me a call,
Maybe tomorrow I won't cry at all.
Maybe tomorrow you'll hug me tight,
Maybe tomorrow you'll kiss me good night.
Maybe tomorrow you'll take back my heart,
Maybe you'll give me a brand new start.
I'm living with dreams that won't come true,
For you will never love me as I love you.
Posted by nicelhufit at 11:30 PM